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Some things that are great about being back home.

Seeing my mom.
Seeing my dog.
Sleeping in my queen sized bed, that has a nice hard mattress.
Seeing all my friends finally.

Using internet that doesn't have a restricted firewall.


I'll think of more later...

Wide awake at 5am.

This is awful. Finals week is here and I can't even sleep. Might be all that caffeine I drank to stay focused on my project. No matter how much caffeine I drink I still can stay focused. Thats been the trend this semester. I just can't stay focused.
I talked to my mom today and told her I wanted to see the doctor when I came home. I think I might be mildly depressed or something. I'll guess I'll have to see what the doctor says about it. Hopefully he/she can put me on something.
I'm just really tired of dealing with this. I've had anxiety issues since I was a kid, so maybe its that leading to me being depressed/ unfocused.
This semester has been a disaster and I wish there is some way I could turn back time so I could have gone to see a doctor earlier. Oh well.
I just need to get through this week without fucking up my finals big time.

There are two things I havent done in a long time.
Had a good cry.
And seen my mother.


I miss my mom.

You're such as asshole.

Greg Howe is my favorite guitar player right now. I'm transcribing one of his solo's off the ever so popular "Extraction" album.
Lucky 7 is a great sounding tune, and I've had the hardest time with this thing. This is my first true "on paper" transciption that I've done in a while, but god damn.
Greg - you're an asshole for making your music so complex yet musical at the same time. I love the guy for it.
When I grow up I wanna be like Greg Howe.... I think I would be more then content.
And by "grow up" I mean - after college, making money with a guitar, just like a real trooper.

Holy Hell!!!

Well. I have tickets booked for the 22nd of December to fly back home. Pretty awesome, excited about that, but I also looked at the calender and realized that the days are numbered!!!
HOLY SHIT, I need to do work!!
I've already said goodbye to my weekends....
This semester went by way too fast.


Back to work.

Cheers,
-Pete

Bad week....

Has been such a bad week, I'm feeling better now though, thankfully.
I was sick on monday, had a bad fever, then after seeing a walk-in clinic on tuesday I was told to just get some rest and let it all blow over. Well... Thursday night I got a bad case to Pink eye and basically felt the same in the morning. Went to see a doctor right away. I love it when I find a good doctor because they know what's up and they will give down to business. I explained myself and she examined me. I ended up with Bronchitis and Pink eye, both which I got meds for. The Penicillin knocked me out for a majority of the weekend, and finally today I feel better. I've been trying to do work all day, but of course my mind doesn't really focus completely. Its been getting better though.

I'm sick of school. With all this stuff thats in demand, I have simply no time to relax and get better. I wish I did. But school doesnt allow it.

Lets hope this week I can shape up. I'm sensing I'm going to be shedding all next weekend as well.
Goodnight folks.